Well this is going to be a little short but I just wanted to give you all an update. I am still working out and running preparing for my next chance to run a 5k. I have heard lots of things around town about possible 5k events coming up in the area so I am hoping one of those will be my chance. When I run I get nervous thinking about the 5k. One thing that helps is that I am able to get lost in my music and run until I think I am going to die. When I think about running with others I get anxious and worry if I will forget that I am running this for myself and no one else matters. If you guys haven’t noticed I am very critical of what I do and how I do it. I like to over think everything.
I did start running outside when the weather allows and I have come to find that it is very relaxing for me, even when I run with my running buddy we find such solace in running in the fresh open air.
Basically what I wanted to make sure you guys know is that I am still working hard and am finding things out about myself on the way. This has been a very rewarding experience thus far.